Let’s get back on a happier note, shall we?
What I want to do in life…
Muse muse muse.
Well, I would really like to major in the arts. You know, performing arts, visual arts. That kind of stuff. I would love to be in a dance company. Also, I would love to (as mentioned in older posts) become a professional photographer. I’ve already signed up for the classes, as my SEOPs were today. I’m rather excited for my Junior year. Sophomore was really difficult, seeing as I was getting all of my bleh stuff out of the way. No more language credit for me!
Haha!
Also, I hope to be in college. Who doesn’t? (Maybe people who want to work at McDonalds for the rest of their lives…) And graduate, too.
Marriage is also an option. I think that I would like it. A lot. Having children would be a joy in my life. I can tell that even though my parents get exasperated and frustrated with us sometimes, they still love us. (Us as in my siblings) I would love being a parent. Seeing the newborn baby for the first time. That would be an amazing, wonderful, elating feeling.
Sigh…the future. So many unknown things it holds.
Do you know what another thing that holds unknown things is? (I just used thing one too many times) The universe.
What is beyond it?
What is in it?
What does it look like?
Who/what is in it?
These are the questions that haunt me…
Maybe that will be something that I hope to do in life. Figure out what’s out there
Apr 10, 2011
Day 4: What I Have To Forgive Someone For
This one is also really hard. Maybe it’s for those little things that I’ve completely forgotten about. I’m sure we’ve always had those.
That is one thing that girls bother me about. We hold grudges for the longest time, and then we forget what we were mad about–or we try to forget about it–and pretend like nothing happened. We never go through a proper apology and forgive them for what they did. Of course, not all girls are like that, but I’ve noticed it a lot throughout most. (Mrs. Brems, did you see that a separated the “a” and the “lot”? ) I’m not also trying to plan false ideas into your brain about how girls forgive each other. That is just the jist of us in a nutshell.
Guys, it seems, is a different story. It seems like they don’t quite like having ‘feelings’. Of course, I could be totally wrong. It looks like they can’t show emotions or else they become ridiculed. Showing the least amount of pain just means that you are ‘weak’ in guy standards.
Girls, if we get upset, you better look out because that waterfall is about to come spilling down. Girls show their emotions too much, guys, maybe not enough.
It also looks like that when guys are angry at each other they shove one another, throw a couple punches, and then go out to get pizza like nothing ever happened.
It bugs me. It really does. Why can’t we all just stand up and say, “Hey, you really hurt my feelings there, and I would really appreciate it if you didn’t do it again. Can we be friends, now?” Why do guys have to beat each other up and girls have to gang up on the one person, exclude them, shun them, excommunicate them from the group. And when a girl is excluded, it takes a while to be included again.
Ugh! I hate the universe!
Of course, I could be totally wrong with all of this, and I may be following stereotypes, and I’m really sorry if I am. This is just what I’ve observed. I don’t mean to insult anyone.
How did I even get on this topic, anyway?
That is one thing that girls bother me about. We hold grudges for the longest time, and then we forget what we were mad about–or we try to forget about it–and pretend like nothing happened. We never go through a proper apology and forgive them for what they did. Of course, not all girls are like that, but I’ve noticed it a lot throughout most. (Mrs. Brems, did you see that a separated the “a” and the “lot”? ) I’m not also trying to plan false ideas into your brain about how girls forgive each other. That is just the jist of us in a nutshell.
Guys, it seems, is a different story. It seems like they don’t quite like having ‘feelings’. Of course, I could be totally wrong. It looks like they can’t show emotions or else they become ridiculed. Showing the least amount of pain just means that you are ‘weak’ in guy standards.
Girls, if we get upset, you better look out because that waterfall is about to come spilling down. Girls show their emotions too much, guys, maybe not enough.
It also looks like that when guys are angry at each other they shove one another, throw a couple punches, and then go out to get pizza like nothing ever happened.
It bugs me. It really does. Why can’t we all just stand up and say, “Hey, you really hurt my feelings there, and I would really appreciate it if you didn’t do it again. Can we be friends, now?” Why do guys have to beat each other up and girls have to gang up on the one person, exclude them, shun them, excommunicate them from the group. And when a girl is excluded, it takes a while to be included again.
Ugh! I hate the universe!
Of course, I could be totally wrong with all of this, and I may be following stereotypes, and I’m really sorry if I am. This is just what I’ve observed. I don’t mean to insult anyone.
How did I even get on this topic, anyway?
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